The Future Is Anyone's Guess

People moves on.

One of my senior staff confirmed to want to leave. I can't stop him, he says he is young and he wants to venture out on his own. Doing the same line of business of course. My best wishes to him, to start at present economic climate is not the wisest of decision, in my personal opinion but nobody knows for certain what is in store for the future, right?

Anyway, life goes on. We will feel a bit short handed, but we will survive. People do come and go. I can't be expecting people to work for me their whole life, though that will be great, hahaha.

Anyway, got an email from a friend, who, I know for sure knows something but aren't telling. He wants to be a peacemaker I suppose but then, I am not in the mood for peace, not yet anyway...I prefer to cocoon myself in the knowledge that the less contact I have, the less hurt I could feel. Beside, I don't hide my contempt well. It will show. I am practically an open book. Sagitarrius are known to have two strong personalities, yin-yang if you may. Coupled with the name Thomas, hmm, you have one recipe for a strong personality with two extremes.

I keep scores. Not particularly for keeping even but just to ensure the scale is balanced most of the time. I don't mind a bit of tilting but in the end, it must not be too lopsided. I expect to give as much as receive but if it has been one way traffic after a while, I moved on. I don't invest on a relationship that goes one way. It is pretty tiring and disappointing, I might as well form a new one, right? But in the end, I am pretty much a loner, a Lone Ranger of sort. Have been doing things my way, still doing things my own way and will continue to do so way into the future. I change a bit, but I won't change in totality. Bad boy me, hehehe.